Today was very hard for me. You have a vision of what it's going to be like to bring your perfect baby home after a perfect pregnancy and what you hope to be a perfect labor and when things don't go as planned - It's hard. I have such a new respect for mothers, especially those with problems with their babies. I am so fortunate that she's very healthy, they are just being careful after the ordeal it was to get her into this world.
I'm healing but still very sore myself. I can now get up and move about on my own but I'm SSSLLLOOOWW. I also still look like I took a couple of punches to the face by Mike Tyson but slowly getting back to myself. I think in a way it's a blessing she is still there. I wouldn't have been able to care for her like I would have wanted had she come home with me today.
The above picture was from a visit to see her today. I HAD to show you all her hair. I can't believe how much she has. I love it! It will be in bows in no time!!

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